drinking coffee
I bought three tastes drink.
Coffee, tea and green tea.
I wanna stay up late. If I fell asleep, I cannot finish writing my graduation thesis!!

I spend very busy life these days.
I think I cannot write my graduation thesis easily.
I went to my teacher's study room because I haven't met him for a long time. Only I don't probably make up my graduation thesis in my seminer members.
Anyway I wanna sleep enough.

I write it in English later.

It's so boring article.

I think I have to graduate my school next year. Also I think it's a kind of duty for all students.
But I might not be able to graduate.
I cannot tackle to do anything, even my graduation thesis.
In short I cannot graduate if I don't submit my thesis.
And the deadline will come soon.
I feel so stressful.
I don't know why I don't do anything.
I don't know why I cannot think myself.
Everyone try to write each thesis. Everyone try to make good memories for their school life.
Only I don't feel fun at all.

If you feel depressed so much, try again and again!
Didn't I try harder to reach the perpose?

I listend to a certain music through I'm doing my tasks.
This music is very cute and it remaind me of many ideas!
I think AP staffs always make a very wonderul works!!
I understand why there are a lot of fans of AP now. Of course I like it too.

At first, they had lived in same country together for a long time but they've eventually had to separate. Chibitalia had not got along with Holy Roman Empire, but they've liked each other.
When they separated they told their feelings each other.
I like such a situation...It's so cute, isn't it!? .But I like a water pipe and Alien Tony the most.
I think it's so difficult to associate the character and history. I hope German, Hory Roman Empire and Germany get related in AP Hetalia works.

I think my condition is getting worse.
I came to take the anti- depression medicines. I came to go to hospital since two weeks ago.
But my condition is not getting well at all.
I don't kno why. I don't know even myself at all too.
Sometimes I think I want to commit suicide. But I've not tried it yet.
So I think I'm still ok now.
I read "the complete manual of the suicide" lately.
I wanna try someday.

I came to feel sad suddenly. I came to want to cry suddenly.
I've never feel so before. But I don't know why I feel sad.
I usually don't cry. I alwaus cry when I'm selfish myself.
But my emotion is easy to change soon lately. Am I crazy?

Also it seems that I don't understand even myself.

I've been thinkng "take it easy!"
But I cannot think such a thing now. I hope I change my mind near the future.
And I canoot depend on somebody easily. When I heard my friend who can depend on somebody, I wonder why. Then, that my friend asked me why I don't depend on anybody.
I usually like to chat even small silly stories with my friends, but I don't talk about myself deeply.
Is my character clumsy??